Mechassault

[Verse 1] They don’t have a clue of what I’m even going through Staring at me like hey you are you new? Yeah, cause they don’t even go up and say it They don’t even give me any reason for staying Finger on the trigger, my presence don’t linger They only recognize me since I’m a rap singer Uh, they’ve known me for quite a while And never once have they ever hit me up with a dial I tried my best to reach out and get to know em But they only cared for themselves so I left em I could disappear and nobody would notice So far gone they couldn’t even tell if I was broken Can’t believe I’m still talking bout this My heart use to be so warm now it’s the coldest I wonder if I mean anything to them But I guess it won’t matter if my life came to an end No care but I don’t care if they give a care By the time they care I’d be up in my own affairs No fair, why’s it always me I remember I always get picked last for a team So sick of them, I hate it when they complain All those little things that they claim are pain Such a pain, I can’t help but feel wanted I’m being honest I ain’t tryna be modest No sort of common sense they’re so brainless To have them reach this far is such an amazement Not a surprise that I always oppose I suppose I do this cause I don’t wanna be with one of those We’ve all known each other for a long time now Now it’s just a look and then we say ciao I thought there was something in store for us But all those hopes and dreams turned into dust I know people change it’s a familiar phase All I can think of is that nothing was the same Fame? That’s not what I dreamed for I just wanted people close down to my core But that’s too much to ask for even for one person Cause they’d be wondering if I’m even worth it I’m tired of wearing fake smiles and bright masks While grudging from burdens and living in the past Then all of a sudden they take notice in me Do they really think that I could be swayed so easily? No chance, I ain’t soft Remember I used to be fluid but now I’m hard as a rock They think they understand me and feel me Yeah, but they don’t know The Real JGKC What does it take to get people to notice me What does it take for people to befriend me Guess this is harder than I thought, no luck They couldn’t care less if I was stuck Enough of this, I’m done giving free smiles Is death the price for significance? Sorry Kyle If my existence isn’t worth their moment Then I don’t have no reason for their future atonement Go ahead and circle up with your little gang Cause if you call out I won’t ask if you rang They shouldn’t expect me to say catch ya later They better not mistaken me for a hater Cause what they’re doing is worse than hate Shunning out my identity type of hate And it’s worse cause they don’t even know it Stuck up brats with their egos bloated There ain’t no use for them to go and change Cause now I’ve gotten used to all of the pain