Heartaches

[Verse 1] Rolling down my sleeves to hide the scars Feelings and emotions breaking my heart Body posture and face start to melt One of the heaviest times I’ve ever felt Of course time doesn’t wait up for me As does all the people walking around me They don’t ever see me, my heart bleed Some talk and love is all I really need Cause I’ve been alone for way too long By myself going crazy while singing to songs Always stressing myself with my work I wonder if failure was given during birth Hearing these tunes makes me wanna cry But no matter what I just can’t cry Looking into the clouds for some hope Could somebody toss me down a rope [Verse 2] I shouldn’t have watched Sword Art Online It almost took the meaning out of life And the only thing I can think of is to die I even wonder if the path I walk is right Restless nights I just can’t stop dreaming Anxiety is cruel, I just can’t stop thinking Man, where is my life going I fail at everything that I learn, saddening Pain hits me so deep and covers my mind Can’t focus on my road I feel so blind Wishing I could have already achieved my dreams Wishing I could be me from my own dreams Wishing that I could have the girl of my dreams Trying to achieve everything by any means Please let’s forget the complex rhymes I just wanna express through simple lines