Childhood

[Verse 1] Old times that I remember, back in those days So many memories it was almost like yesterday Fun times I had, times where I was mad Recalling all the very goods and the very bads Man, sometimes I wish I could go backwards But most of the time I just wanna move on forward Hot and burning days, rainy cold days Depression and embarrassment type of days Travel back in time to fix things if I could But in the end I can never change my childhood Yeah, kids prolly thought that I was crazy Walking in the playground just thinking aimlessly Stargazer, told you that I’m a day dreamer Innovative brain I always love being the creator Besides Matt I had nobody as my friend So I just wrote stories with my pencils and pens Literally no clue what other kids my age did Outsider from the beginning I never fitted in My bed used to be filled with stuffed animals Bringing them on adventures I thought it was normal Oh I remember naming them name by name Each one was different not one was the same Then my parents decided to donate them all Started screaming and crying I went into a bawl Not just them but my other toys as well Seeing them all gone my precious heart fell Why? Cause they were all my only friends Even though they weren’t alive I had to pretend Uh, that’s some Toy Story stuff right there I just only wished for somebody to care I even decided to make characters out of my hands Of course anybody hearing this won’t understand Switch of a finger or position, new character Played this in the car along with my younger brother Yeah we called it Hello the protagonist was Fello Even added commercials and different shows I was a weird fellow Then one day my brother decided to stop playing I got super mad cause I wanted to keep playing Then I just decided to write chapter books Always failed cause I didn’t have what it took Making comics and drawing all the time Of my own imagination, ideas in my mind Hated the way my parents taught and raised me Cause now I’m overcautious and rule binding But I know it’s all for my good, parent teaching If I have any kids I’ll try to give my best fathering Now seeing my baby brother I see similarities Though I was much more stranger as a kiddy Man that’s my childhood, my childhood Can’t believe that now I’m not where I stood