Castle Walls

[Hook] Everyone thinks that I have it all But it’s so empty living behind these castle walls These castle walls If I should tumble if I should fall Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls There's no one here at all, behind these castle walls [Verse 1] Wondering if anyone would hear me screaming behind these castle walls Or are they being ignorant and taking no attention to my calls Feeling helpless, no one wants to lift me from my fall Like witnesses at a crime scene they didn’t help, they only saw See the smile on my face though my heart is frowning Being secretive, thoughts on my mind I ain’t telling If ya cared to notice, you would’ve heard the tears of a clown But instead you let me down, and then left me to drown Nah, never judge a person by the way he looks Cause he could be a lonely hermit huddled and crying by the nook Used to be fluid and thought that I could be related Guess not so I hardened, my heart and soul coagulated Friends too busy to help me outta my mess You ain’t my wingman if ya can’t even tell that I’m depressed They say they got my back, that’s what they all say Cause when the time comes, all of em turn out to be a couple fakes [Hook] [Verse 2] Using acquaintances as stepping stones to get where I need Benefiting myself for the moment then drop em and proceed Don’t wanna be hanging on to the friendship for too long Or else disloyalty’s gonna seep in and everything will go wrong I know of the horrible feeling of being betrayed Cause when it kicks in you start to count on yourself everyday While your bond in someone else’s mind begins to fade You start to think to yourself that all this time you’ve been played And after all these years I’ve finally learned my lesson Put up my guard for my presence, hidden behind these defenses So proud of my work, these walls stand up high and tall So stable that no one even me can dream to make em fall But as time passes and my body starts to grow old These barricades of mine are starting to become part of my soul Now it’s in me, you can see it my walk, talk, and emotions Conversations fly at me and my heart instantly tightens Lone wolf trapped within his own created cage Custom made stage, solo space, got enough out of this phase Sitting at the throne, with no alliances for my kingdom Live and die alone, absolutely no use for my riches Alone top of the castle with a view of my destruction Readying myself for the sieges, it’s one versus millions Been told it don’t have to be this way But it seems too late, can’t seem to change my ways As much as I love the dark I hate and fear it the same amount Complete oblivion descends upon me as I stand my ground Hopefully this message sent to my family, friends, and fans Will finally reach em and make em understand that [Hook] [Bridge] Nobody knows I'm all alone Living in this castle made of stone They say that money is freedom, but I feel trapped inside it all And while I sit so high up on a throne I wonder how I can feel this low On top of the world it's beautiful But there's no place to fall [Hook]