An Evening I Will Not Forget / Furthest Thing

An Evening I Will Not Forget : When love was found I kept my hope just like I'd hoped to Then sang to the sea for feelings deep blue And coming down We've had problems that we've grown through But I bet you dream of what you could do At seventeen, I was alright Was like nothing I could feel inside And wishing you were here tonight Is like holding on But I still get to see your face, right? And that's like nothing they can take, right? So there won't be no feeling in the firelight Hoping this will be right Time to show your worth, child I remember when her heart broke over stubborn shit That's no way to be living kid The angel of death is ruthless And I'm always thinking summertime with the bikes out Pushing our luck getting wiped out Days with nothing but laughing loud Underneath my coat won't you tap my shoulder, hold my hand Nights with nothing but dark in there You can be my armor then Island smiles and cardigans The nights that we've been drinking in We're here to help you kill all of this hurt that you've been harboring Confessions should be better planned Alone, that night, I'm surely damned Run away. I'll understand What's important is this evening I will not forget Purple, blue, orange, red These colors of feeling, give me love, I'll put my heart in it And I think about it all the time The lights went out, you were fine You kinda struggle not to shine I still love you though I still love you though I still love you always So hold me when I'm home, keep the evenings long Crack and break and part ways I still love you though I still love you though I still love you always So hold me when I'm home, keep the evenings long Let's not crack and break and part ways And I wonder if I could let her down Furthest Thing : Somewhere between psychotic and iconic Somewhere between I want it and I got it Somewhere between I'm sober and I'm lifted Somewhere between a mistress and commitment But I stay down, girl I always stay down, get down, never lay down Promise to break everybody off before I break down Everyone just wait now, so much on my plate now People I believed in they don't even show they face now What they got to say now? Nothin' they can say now Nothin' really changed but still they look at me a way now What more can I say now? What more can I say now? You might feel like nothin' was the same I still been drinkin' on the low, mobbin' on the low Fuckin' on the low, smokin' on the low I still been plottin' on the low, schemin' on the low The furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know, yeah And I hate that you don't think I belong to you Just too busy runnin' this to run home to you You know that paper my passion Bittersweet celebrations, I know I can't change what happened I can't help it, I can't help it, I was young and I was selfish I made every woman feel like she were mine and no one else's And now you hate me, stop pretendin', stop frontin', I can't take it Girl don't treat me like a stranger, girl you know I seen you naked Girl you know that I remember, don't be a pretender Gettin' high at the condo, that's when it all comes together You know I stay reminiscing and make-up sex is tradition But you been missin' girl and you might feel like nothin' was the same I still been drinkin' on the low, mobbin' on the low Fuckin' on the low, smokin' on the low I still been plottin' on the low, schemin' on the low The furthest thing from perfect An Evening I Will Not Forget: And I wonder if I could let her down It's for real, it's for real It's for real, it's for real