Forgetful Vent

[Intro: DeadCrow & Ed] DC: Yoo ED: Yo nigga you good? DC: what? Yeah, I'm aight, bout to twist up though, I gotta vent & shit ED: Aight do your thing, keep your head up DC: Yeah man, aight, peace ED: Deuces [Verse: DeadCrow] Look, i define divine felines inside my mind Never bout her tits and brows, more what comes out her mouth Doesn't question whereabouts or keeps a track on my time Cute simple and fine, ill be fine, so never have your doubts I bought an ounce & she doesn't agree with it Says that marijuana makes me ponder, i could deceive her quick But see i don't agree with that cause shes got it like that & plus id be a piece of shit, a broke fuck, she wouldn't be receiving shit So she accepts it, assets, respects it So that past talk is asphalt, im at fault, she forgets it Shit hold on, i think im blind Its just that every time i see those eyes they starstruck my mind Im dumbstruck at times, for the simplest reasons Cause you had no attempts at treason during sniffling seasons And that content look on your face, can't be replaced By the contents booked on Facebook that these girls chase She wants her space, i, i guess need mine Heart races to places beyond crime or creative masons She wants to be a friend of mine, but that would mean no touching bases That would mean me wasting time and i can't take it back to basics Time to face it, though i hate this like the new replacement Though im aching like an ortho patient, i gotta agree Can't be in a relation with Haitian after robbery Arson is what its telling me, you burnt this to the third degree Can we agree to disagree? you said it best Confessed that love less was offset and would be greed So what is you telling me, now you ain't feeling me? Well shit, i could hardly speak im feeling weak, its killing me Filling me with hate and less of a hard dick to masturbate Didn't know that when you bit her, bitter was the aftertaste Started with an ass to rate, thought it'd be for Peters sake But now the fevers take the leaders faith to a breather, break Pause, im lost in the sauce Lost on the cause of the last call, why did you call? Cause it hurt at first but now its worse, see your tryna stall Say your confused, that's old news that's leaving me appalled Im bald, tearing my hair out, hoping to air out Throwing tear gas to clear the past, hoping to tear out Ive dwelled to long, it felt to strong but now i stare out The window, smoking indo, hoping that your there out & coming back, but i know that its not happening So im imagining, almost ended it and you were panicking But now the tables turned, i feel unreal like mannequin And now the one thing that i yearned has ran off galloping Even worse the lessons learned are to be earned by others Now its none of my concern what you do with them other brothers Burning rubbers, hopefully not soon to be Cause Goldy Locks holds me locked, will i move on from she? I think its hardly, fuck it wheres the Bacardi Lost my homies with the last one so for this one cope with a party Chug it down, feeling gnarly all is good like riding Harley's Till im home alone with thoughts to bone and realize i have no Karley Here partially, other half's apart from me And now i start to see that everything suddenly darkens me Suddenly spark them trees, choking my arteries To me this girl was beautiful, she didn't see the art in me She took the heart from me, i lost my inspiration Its been really hard on me, im overdue for detonation For your information i have no destination I was hoping our relation was as strong as those to test the Nation Not an invasion, i didn't see this coming Must have been exaggeration when you said forever while cumming Im stumbling, tossing and turning Now i know i don't deserve this, so im asking if its worth it?