Dropout

[Verse: DeadCrow] Random acknowledgement, shoulda went to college and Studied abroad, met a couple broads & get the cock tip in But instead, I'm fucked in the head Railing koolanapins, sailing in a lot of gin, & pots up in Contemplating what my future holds I'm tryna be a leader, rocking Martin Luther's robes Easier said then done Like a dead beat father, easier bred than son, yo Dropping my two cents & a lot of lint For two sips on kool-aid juices, commit a lot of sin I refuse this, pockets got holes in them & I diffuse this by taking a few hits of pot to cover the bruises Got souls (soles) in him, my fathers to follow Beating my mother, sipping Guaro, great role model Go to school once a week, & high off weed At thirteen, realized Id never push full throttle I'm a lazy pessimist, & the best at this & only feel some type of motivation when I'm next to tits My minds a vexed abyss, sleep deprived insomniac Grab some Cognac, figure its just best to drink Thoughts of suicide on a daily basis Come home every day to face some angry faces I disgraced this, family name by doing what I does Wanted to see places, sold a couple drugs Wanted to feel the feeling of dealing & buying brand new Asics With matching laces, & met a couple thugs Grimy friends, wanted to replace this So I said fuck it, grabbed the salt & fed a couple slugs Morning routine, wait three hours before getting outta bed Minds in another world, getting out-a-head This is venting, running out of breath My emotions be like I'm on speed, an addict running out of meth I can't handle, life's passing by so rapidly I'm 21 & never thought Id live unhappily As of late feel scatterbrained & losing focus I've gained imaginary friends plus Flamingosis DeadCrow, is really all I've got I'm empty handed like when the cops confiscated all my pot I just wanna do right, but always do wrong & only feel at a good height, ripping this blue bong