Fucked Up

[Verse 1] How do it feel to be high without drugs? Some say it's the feelin of love for yourself I can't call it, I just threw up in the toilet And all my life I said I wasn't gon' be no alcoholic I'm fallin son, tryin to stay sober But the alchohol be callin son like a ghost, so Let's make a toast to my liver and my kidneys Pour out a little Henny here's to gout in your twenties Not many niggas make it to 30 we ride dirty Breath stinkin, already drinkin, bright an' early I done hurled off Smirnoff, gin, and 8 ball Passed out on the bathroom floor with my clothes on Remember them Mickeys? tall can fit in your Dickies Before they put them cameras up in the corner store It used to be so much fun when we was young Tryin to holler at somethin' smelling like 151 Gettin thrown out the club all buzzed I'm bout to get the gun, dawg But I ain't even know where I was My nigga Emae had to carry me home on many day It was Heineken, Becks, André's, and E&J They say alcoholism is in my DNA Cause my pops liked to get fucked up the same way They say alcoholism is in my DNA Cause my pops liked to get fucked up the same way [Verse 2] I got so fucked up last night I passed out Assed out man I couldn't even get to the house And I know I shouldn't been drinkin on an empty stomach But the Flyer said 'open bar', I said fuck it Went from vodka to rum, from rum to cognac And my body feel like ive been fightin in combat And ive been coughin up yellow shit breakin a sweat I've been shakin like a leaf but that's just what I get For pourin my own poison and throwin it back And it's not enough to just know better you gotta act I know I said that the last time But I was havin such a good time The liquor just took hold of my mind And I don't wanna be a Gil Scott-Heron y'all But when you're livin' in the bottle then a nigga stop carin' Cause the ones who made that alcohol ain't my friend But the sad part is I'mma probably do it again, god damn