To Be Completely Honest

To be completely honest The picture isn’t clear to me yet You insisted that you owed explanations While I was patiently enjoying the debt And when I think about it I’m not even sure if I mind You were the fading signal that would slip through the static For a station that I never could find So you don’t need to say a word right now All your reasons would just flicker in the darkness Maybe that’s why nobody knows how To be completely honest To be completely honest It feels like you’re still in the room From the bracelets that you left on the nightstand To the crows in the yard each afternoon And I just can’t get off it I haven’t been sleeping at all Some questions weave themselves into the fabric And some are what compel me to call But then I never know where I should start And a record of the symptoms is all I have accomplished I never really thought it’d be so hard To be completely honest To be completely honest I think I know how it ends The universe continues expanding While we discuss particulars of just being friends And maybe that makes everything okay Remembering the defect at the heart of every promise Well maybe that’s the only way To be completely honest