Still Can't Help It

[Intro] Sneaking kisses in the hall Parting love notes are on the wall Been each other's all and all each day [Verse] We had a beautiful relationship You loved me like a father and put up with all my craziness Praise You when You speak I fall in love with what You say to me Step away in the fog and lose sight of all Your gracefulness Victim of this pride I found myself worshipping my alias Like Davis is a king that can create what You make exist Maybe I ain't made for this Fame mixed with temptation is The symptoms of a burden I can't bare without Your faithfulness I fell flat on my face And You saved me then Almost died my God And You came again What lane am I staying in What exit do I gotta take What messes do I gotta have Life lessons in economy In tone with Your prophecy Outta tone with the God in me Understood the inner me and established my one philosophy Route verse and scripture but don't even know what the Gospel means Or what it feels like This is real life Can I shake this pain I think a pill might I think a blunt could But only if it's filled right Or maybe it's that pornography I still fight Looking under every rock Avoiding Your real light And it shines bright Contemplation of a mad man on a mission A human suit filled with empty exception to the wisdom Sinful condition Regret each decision But You pour it all on me and Your forgiveness Lord I ain't worthy Lord I'm so worried I keep drifting away And You know that it concerns me Discern what is right and wrong, yet still I decide to do what I know hurts me Tell me why I'm making moves knowing who I'm serving