Disappearing Ink

[Verse 1] I recreate in the usual way Shut some breakers off but not the whole box Next day I fake till the fog finally abates Again at risk of being bored by clear thought [Chorus] Am I asleep? Am I awake? And why am I asking you? Do I enjoy the drugs I take? My Lord I hope I do I hope I do [Verse 2] A false binary when it's probably something in between Pierce the yolk and watch it bleed together The heavy things we think written in disappearing ink They may be long gone, but not forever [Chorus]