Stockholm Syndrome

Let me up, let me up, let me up I've had enough Time to go, go for self But I don't know nobody else When I go start again I'll make so many new friends I'm still young, I'm still fun I'm not fooling anyone You're begging me please Not to pack my shit and leave And I know you're just calling my bluff I'm sick of feeling sick and now I don't want anymore Let me up I've had enough It's the twist of the knife Been committed my whole life Check my phone check my mail Check it all I'm setting sail Left for dead left for dead Tied me down and fucked my head Was I wrong? Was I cruel? Can you play if there's no rules? The few friends I kept tell me get up and go Am I safer to dance with the devil I know? I'll have nothing to claim I'll have nothing to show I wanna see this whole world that I've missed Blow this candle out and I'll make my wish I'll just stay I'll just stay It's the price I've gotta pay I've been blind, wrong before Can't quite make it out the door