Nevermind

[Intro: Darriald] Now...what am I supposed to do Seems like I always fall for someone just like you All these problems weighing on my brain, got me so confused Stuck in the moment,damn what should I do? [Verse 1: Darriald] Nevermind forget it Us children weren't meant to be the same that's why I'm... different Apparently not even the same thing I'm barely..uh... Living The life I was born to live so I guess that I'm..um...skidding Across the fine mind that wasn't deemed mine Or that's how I feel most of the time I feel like I just can't relate So I hesitate To avoid the need to conversate Everyday I have dreams after I wake Seems like I always deal with heartbreak Counting these cards never made mistakes But there will be a day I do and I pray god won't forsake Me Just a another kid that doesn't fit in with society And unlike my peers I don't party and live in sobriety And I'm an outsider constantly filled with anxiety Just a misfit Now I understand mother Me growing up with a brother Also a sister, we really need each other So when you gettin' mad at me...I..get it You come home from working 12 hour shifts, you told me to wash the dishes and I'm really sorry mother but I..um... didn't Why am I so decadent Why am I so irrelevant in every situation that I've ever ever ever been In I don't understand am I going crazy? I gotta be my dad must've known when I was a baby And lately He even had the nerve to call me I picked up the phone and we hardly Even talked all he really said was sorry Man I don't give a fuck about your god damn apology And there I sit moping Mixing emotions with potions in my mind hoping That I could hold onto my body to pry open And pull out a token To this game of life man I need another try 10 bullets to Darriald's head Then I die 10 bullets to Darriald's head Then he dies Suicidal thoughts just to cover up the lies Inside my disguise 12 gauge.....12 gauge to the fa-ace Pop some bullets in my mouth to see just how it ta-aste Take over my mind take me to a different pla-ace I wanna talk to someone about but...just... [Hook: Darriald] Nevermind forget it Us children weren't meant to be the same that's why I'm... different Apparently not even the same thing I'm barely..uh... Living The life I was born to live so I guess that I'm..um...skidding Forget it Nevermind Forget it That's why I'm...um...different Forget it Nevermind