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[Hook: Mendee Ichikawa] When I wake up, I see the sky I kiss the girl, open my eyes [Onry Ozzborn] First time I felt it, I was on my way to Aspen Sitting shotgun, Ninja Face driving, Macklemore in the back When it happened. "What's going on?" My vision funny, left side of my body scuzzy And my motor skills were slowly being taken from me I'm staring at my own hand like it was somebody else's Panic beginning to ensue because I was feeling helpless Maybe this iced coffee I drank has joined the vodka And the diet soda that I been consuming every night in the autumn Rest area up ahead, "Jay, could you stop here, please?" Maybe I just need some fresh air, deep breaths and to try and breathe But when I got up to walk, almost collapsed Everything started spinning, I'm thinking a stroke or a mild heart attack Stagger back into the whip, off to the nearest ER The nurse thought I was on drugs, guess she was right from afar But at the time my diagnosis was vertigo Starvation and, basically, cocaine without even doing coke Now on the gurney with that I.V. in my arm Alls I could think about's the ??? I inherited from my mom's pops ??? and everybody that cared about me and my welfare Dug a hole for myself to get out of with no healthcare I come to find out, in Albuquerque, my diagnosis wrong Severe panic attacks was what was happening all along I come to find out it runs in my family So what they did for me wrong, make it my own I reckon I'll use it to even become more strong [Outro: Mendee Ichikawa]