Forgive Me

[Verse 1] I take a walk outside to remind myself I'm not the only one living in this hell I know I'll probably need some help, cause I can't take it I walk a couple blocks to the liquour store I know I've been down this path before Lost so many friends to addiction, but I still can't shake it Should I pray to God that I don't see Should I fake a smile when you all see me Knowing if you knew real me, it drown me out like Jason And I can't seem to love myself I guess Starring at the ugly I possess Hoping you'll forgive me for the mess I'm finally at peace, no one could save me I'm finally at peace, no one could save me Couldn't take it! [Hook] Breakdown inside of me Hold it inside of me Break out inside of me Till I'm dead Hoping reality, finds me some sanity Breakdown inside of me Till I'm dead [Verse 2] In my time alone, only I find is fear Visions of your face, slowly disapear You don't know you killed me, do you? You don't know I'll die just to spite you? I've watied by the phone, the visions not so clear This poison calls my sould, I really wish you were here But it seems like all I am just fades away Fades away! [Hook] [Verse 3] A saint and the sinner talk with each other, walk with one another Drugged out on needles, two side of peoples please come together Can we find a reason, for peace this evening, oh I'm crying mother Blinded for a reason, has got to fight with demons, let's conquer ourselfs first Not harm one another, kill one another, shoot one another No more crying mothers, don't take our brothers, we war with eachother It's such a sad thing to see, we can't trust, trust one another If you see what I see, then you know why we suffer [Hook]