(Everyday) I've Learned to Pray

I'm not afraid to die But I'm still afraid to live I've become the monster inside I'd tried so hard to hide There were days I asked To take me I'm nothing To kill me I'm useless I didn't care where I went After sulking and crying it came I saw the most wonderful sight I saw the love of my life I know God had answered me My life had reason My wife and I gained A new love for God And love for all and not ourselves Every single moment, I've gotten closer to you Count down the seconds, And we will be again 2 Maybe we'll be able,To become a pair of 3 And a happy pair, Like nothing before My life has passed me by And It won't yet end Oh why must I still Be here alone to suffer So every day I've learned to pray And learned to lovingly do as God say So I can see you again And when the day has come, on my arrival To see you and God and Jesus I'll make sure to bring you're favorite Bible