I'm Ready

[Hook] I'm ready, I'm ready (X4) [Verse 1] Thoughts of me going crazy, praying for my mental health I was mentally ill nigga, dog I needed help Weekly visits to the school shrink for better guidance She said it's better to seek help instead hiding Panic attaks came often, I was scared to sleep I left the tv on all night so I wouldn't think Cause when I would it would never be good, always bad Reminiscing on the past and the life I had Depressed and sad, confused and mad I would go to my Mom's house always missing my Dad's Every five days nigga, that's what I always did I feared losing it all, I was ready to live Tired of being a kid, I was sick of the shit Small minded at times, I was forced to dream big Fuck split-custody, lucky the suffering stop When I finally moved out in hope of reaching the top, yeah [Hook] Yeah [Verse 2] This for Tae, Kenny, and Will Riding with Skinny still Delo behind the wheel, I'm praying we don't get killed Bankhead my brother, his mind is on a mil' Top Notch and Tune, they're kind of a big deal I'm ready for real, put me in any field Music, flim, or fashion, regardless of what it is Tre and Nitty we got 'em, front pages and columns Had to think of a come up after hitting rock bottom Word to Dwayne Johnson, raw talent is here Ryan Daley is here, my vision is hella clear My cousin Sa is pregnant, God knows we've been waiting My family hasn't been this happy since we hit Vegas, damn Life is such a gamble, also full of surprises I don't like speaking on pain, that's why I'm forver writing, yeah Bitches know my flow is heavy I don't know when I'll finish, all I can say is I'm ready, now Yeah [Outro] Cause these tears I done held back too long The pain I done felt that too long Fear I done smelt that too long And Quay it don't help that you're gone Myself should move on Uh