Tearz

[Verse 1:] This world is full of niggas Who be plottin and scheming That's why your babies Who were born anges grow to be demons Semen Contaminated with a gangster mentality Forming assholes with a hater personality I wouldn't bring a life into this world for shit And anyones who disagrees You can suck my dick And that may have made alot of listeners pissed But I see life as a bitch that's why I feel like this You may use love as an excuse But then it doesn't exist You may say love is the truth But then you're bound to get dissed And some may listen to this And may say I depress I say you missed th whole point of my shit But nevertheless There is a hole in my chest Where my heart used to be With each day that passes My soul dies within me It probably cries within me But if it does I can't hear it And every breath that I breathe It probably tortures my spirit I feel like me and this world Already had incoherence Should be expressing endearment But yet it comes out as indifference I feel like what is the difference Whether I'm loved or not? Picking the petals off flowers Either you love me or not And being planted like crop When young was one of my fears Used to cry me to sleep But I ain't shed tears in years (Yeah rest in peace to my nephew Breeze My nigga T-Bone And all the other fallen soldiers out there.) [Verse 2:] Pour my soul through this mic Through this pen I cry Whoever said You suffer for your art They did not lie Sometimes I wish I could just die So I could get it over with But I'd rathe make a million under your nose Without you knowing shit Pick up my gun Tears hit the paper Made the ink run I'm not suicidal I just say shit to make you think some Cuz I don't fear If all my peers do not agree with what they hear My only fear is going to hell When I just went through it here Not enough words can express Growing up in the hood One thing's for sure A nigga learns to take the bad with the good And look for the good in the bad And either happy or sad Can't make a change with complaints And I'm too humble to brag And for this I stay Forever underrated Misunderstood Should be good But it's an understatement Paying my dues I've been caught up on my payments Trying not to be the fool And leave the pool on the pavement....