I Was Doing Fine (Then a Few People Died)

The little hitch in her voice When she answered the call She said "Some nights I get so paranoid I wish I wasn't involved" It was the last of the bottle The second bottle of the evening She said "It's hard these days For a girl to trust anyone" I've been so lonely lately, I went to the movies I did too much in one sitting She said "It's hard for me to concentrate With all the killing and kissing" I was the first to get married I was the last one to know And I went down in the darkness I came to at someone's show There was this kid with a diamond There was this safe place to hide I was doing fine and then a few people died I was doing alright, then a few people died It was the last of the bottle It was the third of the evening She said "Some nights I wonder If anything means anything" I never said I was Jesus Some nights I keep it a secret Some nights I keep it a secret Some nights I try to get noticed Some nights I try to see Jesus I do it by crossing my eyes I was doing fine then a few people died I was doing alright then a few people died It was the last of the bottle It was the third of the evening She said "Some nights I wonder If anything means anything" I never said I was Jesus Some nights I keep it a secret Some nights I keep it a secret Some nights I try to get noticed Some night I keep it a secret Some nights I try to get noticed