Tacenda

[Verse 1: Cozjin] I'm getting Greater and I know it's hard for them to see I'm changing not even close to who I used to be Father left young but still believed in me Trusted myself so I rejected work near the beach Mother always working Father never there Brother lived on the streets, why ain't my sister here? Childhood thoughts, but I just didn't know I became so accustomed to being alone Spent months in the crib Talks over the phone Only a short call, man, I gotta get going In a mind of my own, my friends feel I'm dissing Cause I'm not going out, I'm staying home Rough times, but it made me who I am Relied on nobody, had to my make myself a man Had a talk with this girl with the new tan Told her I rap I could sense the pity Before even hearing me spit, she told me to stop "No Hamilton boy will ever make it out the city" But I got work, don't you put me down I ain't getting passed on like every rapper from my town And I understand why they all falling down Cause mocking played out styles ain't worth passing around [Hook: JMSN] There's something there inside me and it won't go away It won't go away Said there's something there inside me and it won't go away It won't go away [Verse 2: Cozjin] My heads so gone, man I can't steer I'm trying to get myself together though I do fear I need to fix my sight I can't see clear I can't see through you anymore And my visions so blurred it ain't like before I need to get up off the road I need to get going I need to get home I need to get out of here, I gotta leave, I gotta go Shit's way worse now My fam wishes me the best, but I can see They ain't proud Got me feeling like I let 'em down Cause while I'm focused on this They say I should be done college now True, but this is really what I wanna do I'm putting up heavy dollars but I'm getting through And if it don't work it's whatever I'm doing what I fucking love, ya'll wouldn't understand And I'm gaining heavy weight, putting up heavy time Maxing credit cards just to stay in line Hectic work, but fuck, I just wanna rhyme And I'm passing my old friends who copped the white line The same ones who's parents ain't give 'em time But mines stressing me out like I'm wasting mine I got so much on my mind, convinced I've wasted my time Stop, I'll be fine Man, I'll be fine She's spilling all, she's spending all, no [Hook: JMSN] [Interlude: Dan Walton] And I'm standing here, with my feet in the dirt I'm getting no where See there's one thing that I need It's just a simple change of scenery And this place is getting old Soon enough, you'll see it too You'll see it too