Serotonin

[Verse 1] I don't know how to start this verse I'm at a loss for words. First Let me apologize to all persons I crossed and hurt See Karma’s a bitch and I got what I deserve God'll work in that way to show you tomorrow you’re not promised Earth (Sometimes I feel) I feel like I wasted away my years I swear other times it feels amazing to have made it here That's way sincere Listen, I’ve had a crazy year Which made me fear Nothing living It's a cold world; we’re not born with earmuffs and mittens Get your weird drugs and sniff ‘em But share something with ‘em Kids at school, shirts say D.A.R.E. but they’re puffin’ ism Don't know where to go Swear I've been around the world, feel like nowhere’s home Think I’m arrogant? That's hysterical I've been there before, but that's years ago But I swear my oath not to be that Pete At least that's the goal So can I please have back control? Hip-Hop Dubstep slash rap n' roll Dyed my hair jet black to match my soul I'm living in the moment Care to join me? We’re holdin’ a ceremony Smile for me with your last bit of serotonin [Verse 2] (Focus your mind) I need closed lids now (Open your eyes) Hocus Pocus, disappear If he disses me first He might go get to the hearse All of this isht is reversed Off a cliff in the dirt Without ends I just merc ‘em Certain it’s curtains Once I hear the uncensored version You’re a tenth the person I spurt the burnt nurse who birthed him But I’ll feet-first reverse ‘em Heard peace words Yeah, we search to learn ‘em And it’s deeper to know Pete first in person Now with that said (I said) Now with that spoken I gotta have a good halo Guess like an angel from the past Cut ‘em back I said my problem is I’ve seen too much Your problem is You haven’t seen enough If we could somehow even up To teach us what we need to cut We’d be somewhat between half-decent Just a touch past teething cups But I got The Lox Publishing That’s mad green to puff But I gotta stop puffin’ it (Why?) I’ve got a broken condom You help me now, maybe later I’ll let my dirt get on you