Dementia

[Verse 1] As my status quo conflicts with what I would become If my dreams go true, sometimes I truly think my shit is done Realize a nigga desperate to make it out the slum Don't forget your roots, show respect to the culture I can do that later on, when to wealth I got closer The more my mood shifts, the less with myself I feel in tune with I lose grip, ponder the past, justification? What the fuck d'you know about 9 years with no vacation? No relations with my family? Shit, they mad at me I strayed from what was planned for me, my father is black, you see? Racism still alive, my mom got insulted for having me As you see, yes indeed I got grown To the culprits, who're full of shit, here's some I wanna say You got a snake for a spine as your backbone because you fake Wouldn't speak ya mind if forced to, no, I can't ignore you I hate you, sometimes, I want to kill all you [Hook] Bones crack, skulls burst, murder, kill, slaughter Ribs break, blood flows, furthermore torture All I want to do is to end your existence And then I'll refrain... Cause I know I must show love Not to get back, just because Inner peace I must achieve For one day I cease to be [Verse 2] ...understand *sigh* That my patience undergoes strain, these fuckers demand Every bit of self-discipline, to not let their brains Be exposed to a 9 millimeter, with that itch in my hand They try to say my way of life is obsolete, I should change it Accept the faults of other people, grant a chance to each stranger Sleep around with 1000 women, till I die or find the right one Who slept with 1000 men before me, proceed with the story Divorced, remarried, cheated on, seize revenge, beat the bitch Beat the case afterwards, forget it, cause a homie snitched Prob'ly fucked her too, love is through, end my existence With a pistol I brought from George W., like fuck a prison I stand alone in the recording booth, staring at Andy Would you please gimme the damn beat? I know you turned it off, because you can't stand me When I rap about this psychotic shit... I've got to find a way to block these thoughts up out my head Serenity is a lifetime goal, but I need bread I need a girl that give me love and not just a pussy Trust me, if these bitches saw me at the edge, they would push me This is only my Demented side, entering street races With rented rides, hit the grid girl then peel out of sight Or doing drive-bys at drive-in McDonalds But then compared to my Manic side, the Demented is harmless... [Hook] Bones crack, skulls burst, murder, kill, slaughter Ribs break, blood flows, furthermore torture All I want to do is to end your existence And then I'll refrain... Cause I know I must show love But not to get back, just because Inner peace I must achieve For one day I cease to be