Cona on What?

[Verse 1] Xanie got me feeling smooth, I'm speeding Locked in my room writing and smoking weed and Missing out on sleeping, too much on my plate I'm having trouble eating in my current mental state At the rate that I'm declining plus the rate that my dealer supplying Mixed with all the nights I spent alone in my thoughts crying Leaves me broken and trying to swim out of my drug pool I'm drowning on the words I couldn't say when I was supposed to I'm going postal, sometimes it's too much So I pour it up, sipping while I roll a blunt I ain't tryin to front, it's Cona on Drugs Uppers and downers keep my mind in flux I don't give a fuck what people say about it Don't know shit about me but gossip about my habits To think I quit the pills, The fact I quit smoking To think I almost let 'em get me sober.. fuck that [Hook] Faded in the booth I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love with these drugs I'm speaking the truth I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love with these drugs I wouldn't tell you no lies I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love with these drugs Until the day that I die I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love with these drugs [Bridge] The way the marijuana burns.. the taste of coke in the jack When them xans knock you down.. Amphetamines bring you right back Hydros and oxys.. the pain never lasts When your legs go numb.. and your heart's beating fast [Verse 2] Hypocrites surround me, all acting so shifty In a room full of my friends I feel so empty The drugs tempt me, I can't help myself My coping mechanism is dangerous to my health Every feeling I've felt has been resolved in a tall glass Fuck class, I'm rolling up joints with my hall pass What hurts most is the distance, not all of them miles But the distance from their brain all the way to their smiles These people don't like me, but they pretend they do To try to get in my business and spread rumors to you Too many women yelling asking if I'm addicted Cause they don't know the real me, just believe in some depiction A work of fiction, they're trying to change me These fake fucking friends with suggestions making me angry One in the chamber, mag full of slugs Heart full of aggression, Cona's back on them drugs [Hook]