This Shattered Symphony

Oh I'm giving up The one I love I'll conduct the great disaster To scar my skin, to own this hurt They offered their hearts And we tore them apart They offered their blood And we left them so parched I don't know if I can give you anything you want Go on and give me a gun Never mind what I've done They left me no choice Oh, they left me no choice Go on and give me the gun Let me blow them open It's out of my reach Never mind what they think about me I don't want to say That with mercy We decay Converging closer and faster Does all I touch turn to dust? And she confessed her love Only I shut her up As I took all her words And allowed them to rust I don't know if I'm the man you truly want to love Go on and give me the gun Never mind what I've done They left me no choice Oh, they left me no choice Go on and give me the gun Let me blow them open It's out of my reach Never mind what they think about me Little how they learned anything about me Meddling eyes that judge mistakes What awful things they say When backs are turned and no one's looking Go on and give me the gun Never mind what I've done They left me no choice Oh, they left me no choice Go on and give me the gun Let me blow them open It's out of my reach Never mind what they think about me Oh, in this shattered symphony Dah dah, de dah dah de dum Oh, in this shattered symphony Dah dah, de dah dah de dum (Give me the gun!) (Give me the gun!) Go on and give me the gun