Pain

(Verse 1) Now what is pain? Pain is heart break The long road to disappointment The fly in the ointment Lifes a gamble Life's a coin flip Scattered emotions Fabricated notions Lead to convulsions Inside we bleed for love, we fiend Was the need for devotion Water the seed and then ya leave Once you see the commotion He's like a fairy tale, call him Dad But no one knows him See, pain is lonely Knows no race no age Has no limits What'll you do when Those around you break they Past commitments? How do you deal with The demons that seem to Always want you? It's hard to react Just never look back The past will always haunt you You see for some people Pain is poverty, money stricken You get that flu like symptom Pain can pick and choose its victims Just as soon as you think you through You're hit with new convictions Substance abbuse you choose to use Pursue some new addiction And only you can fix em Soon as he sips the boose it hits him Rips his crucifixion Only god can view your true afflictions (Chorus 1) Pain, I can't escape it It ain't the way I made it Is their a way to change The ending of my days I feel the pain I can't ignore it What can I do for it? Is there a pill that I can take To help me medicate this pain? (Verse 2) See pain is Cancer that eats away From inside of ya that fast The road to death with no answer Ya diary of shattered dreams An empty hope Chest contain A mental anguish Pain communicates through any language Whether your broke or famous Either way ya make some money Watch how fast it goes But you're too broke To have a drug problem It's that simple To get through pain you have It's half grindin' It's half mental Still its hard too explain To your family why You act schitzo See, pain is court Hopin' the judge can hear you speaking When you're explainin you're fit to have Your kids more than just weekends Pain is falling outta love with her Moving on to another While your daughter asks her daddy Do you really hate my mother? Its like we really hate each other It's crazy how smarts some kids could be It's crazy by just looking in their eyes How far a kid could see The pain, statisticly affects the average person mentally So simply, the rides headed for self destructive misery (Chorus 2) Pain, I can escape it It ain't the way I made it Is their a way to change The ending of my days I feel the pain I can't ignore it What can I do for it? Is there a pill that I can take To help me medicate this pain? (Verse 3) I've had so many ups and downs In my life, its making me nauseous Had so many people let me down That's what's making me cautious Compare the wins to the losses Compare the frauds to the phony's Compare the people that had my back To five minute homies Compare the father that left me To the one that took me and raised me He ain't my blood, he wasn't there When I was born, but he gave me That second chance that I needed When I was down and unconscious Did everything around me Still I stood up tall to the nonsense I won that custody battle I'm raising my daughter, my way I call the shots, I make the decisions From Monday through Friday I beat that case I said goodbye to probation Its like the weight was lifted off my shoulders Once I shook that time I was facing The family problems always linger When someones pointing the finger, yea its funny More that half of the time its all over money You could label me temporarily insane But see, you gotta understand I ain't the only person going through pain (Chorus 3) Pain, I can escape it It ain't the way I made it Is their a way to change The ending of my days I feel the pain I can't ignore it What can I do for it? Is there a pill that I can take To help me medicate this pain?