My Frustration

[Intro x2] Where was I when God had shown How to make a happy home? [Verse One] Lie in bed and sleep don't come Have some peace then give me some And I know the reason why you hold me down I won't let this fear of loss make me drown In my bed I lie alone Scrape together bone to bone And I can't seem to seem to find my way I can't seem to find the break of day [Chorus x4] I'll stay just a step away [Verse Two] Where was I when God had shown How to make a happy home? And I have become my worst enemy I will survive this instability In my bed I lie alone Scrape together bone to bone Again I have become my worst enemy I will survive this instability [Chorus x4] [Verse Three] I need to breathe the breath of life You constantly drain my life Why can't you see the breath in me I constantly need your need My butterfly don't fly away [x4] [Bridge] If I could just take this simple breath of life from me You couldn't take it motherfucker eternity If I could take this breath of life and come inside of me You wouldn't take it, I need to breathe [Verse Four] As I creep the monkey's back Now she's gone and oh he's back And I know the reason why you hold me down I won't let this fear of loss make me drown In my bed I lie alone Scrape together bone to bone And I can't seem to seem to find my way I can't seem to find the break of day [Chorus x6] [Outro] I will stay, I'll stay I will stay, I'll stay