Falling

I can't say I've been saved after all of my sessions Despite having dealt with my faults and depressions A lesson's been learned though it taught me to listen To all of the thoughts I've been busy dismissin' I'm still dealing with feelings of under achieving And I've always had issues when it comes to believing They say time is healing you forgive and forget But it just doesn't feel like I've gotten there yet I'm creeping, I'm crawling I'm screaming, I'm calling I'm climbing the walls but I'm falling I've made mistakes and I've learned a few lessons And I've come to terms with a few strange obsessions Cos we all have our issues that we need to take care of The less appropriate sides we're not always aware of I crawl back in my shell each time I take a beating Think positive thoughts is what I keep on repeating I'm learning to deal with the cards I've been given Cos my confidence fails me the further I'm driven I'm creeping, I'm crawling I'm screaming, I'm calling I'm climbing the walls but I'm falling