The Act Of Balance

[Verse 1: Ciaran Austin] Staring at this seesaw which I know I've seen before Reoccuring dreams, the routine for this troubadour One seat for my passion, one for what's in fashion I'm determined to make phantasms actually happen 76 beats per minute, that's hard I've been working Deserve acclaim, make claims that I'm more humble in person But then it always worsens, another regret Another set up, go backwards and cause an upset No masterpiece but I'm a master of peace This playground mocks me, on another release At Notre Dame I was bringing back my hunches I'm writing & you're fighting, we're packing different punches So you can miss me with wasted evenings But then I miss out when I was actively dreaming Another vodka, I'm only here in spirit My mind is on the tonic but gin is nowhere near it Revolutions of these bars and see a winker in my mirror But then we suffer, I'm distant and I need to be nearer But where's the point in going round in circles? Standing down in the cold providing heat like some thermals Never will I pick the pen if it means that I lose a friend But I've been here too many times not knowing where it'll end Intoxicated with melodies, more beautiful enemies Nominated my tendencies, entitled to this entity So I'm destined for so much more than what I receive And if you feel my Presence, patience is all that I need Keep my head up, won't be so down Painting portraits of the chaos of painting the town Couldn't make this known at school, because I wasn't cool And I knew this would only amount to ridicule Pitch in to pitchers or pitch up some samples, where is the damage? All I know is the Act Of Balance is my biggest challenge [Hook: Enxo] Do I love you more? Or do I love this music? When my heart hits the floor, you know that I could use it Creation is my drug and I'm addicted to it But you know I need your love, you've got the trigger, pull it The bullet, I choose it [Verse 2: Ciaran Austin] With every invitation how many beats am I forsaking? In a Matrix, losing myself in my sense of self Because if I'm not working, someone else is And everyone's a rapper, I do it all though so I deserve this I'm at clubs knowing I've got more talent than the special guest I impress myself, I express and I confess The Egotist Considers and I do often shiver What if I can't deliver, no more than a lonely wisher But my presence is always in my message My test is to reinvent these lames There's always been a stage but not the stage I need I need millions of people taking in the same music I breath The danger is that I become a stranger The weapon is forgetting the reasons of my creation Pitch in to pitchers or pitch up some samples, where is the damage? All I know is the Act Of Balance is my biggest challenge [Hook: Enxo] Do I love you more? Or do I love this music? When my heart hits the floor, you know that I could use it Creation is my drug and I'm addicted to it But you know I need your love, you've got the trigger, pull it The bullet, I choose it