Myriad

These were supposed to be my years Now every opportunity it seems to disappear So I pick up the atlas, and bring my atmosphere Some credential, my potential is really all I fear My phone's silent but I know I'm going to check it Sacrifice the lyricism, realism is worth the message I'm not a lad, that makes things hard I prefer art to just another fucking bar I think we've all got it confused It's like who blames who, what more could I do? Feeling like Zimmer with all of this repetition D Minor, tryna keep it beyond your recognition It's a must that I get your trust So close to greatness, I make this with patience Presently my Presence is a present I can't rush Overdose on outrageous I don't conform, I preform and then perform Record in my dorm and applaud my hate of the norm I'm just a student trying to make history boy He never shared this with so called friends, it was a mystery boy I miss my family, I'm so far away I keep the memories, remember the perfect days You'll only speak the truth when you're wearing a mask And the mask is whatever is in your glass Girls getting with groups of guys, wanting gratification I'm not grateful for your nighttime transformation This is my passion, want to get it while I'm young I'm two years in, feels like I've only just begun And I heard something that really resonated My friends told Ed to make sure that I make it And I heard they were pissed, like I wasn't really there But it was never a diss, just trying to be more aware Don't acknowledge the knowledge, you can't profit Don't acknowledge the talent but I can't stop it What I've got is deserved from the time I've spent More shots, more grinding, if not well then you must be bent Link my music on Facebook and get 0 likes Well I must be doing something right You can ignore me but your routines they bore me And I wish this was only just a story, I'm out So what are you doing that actually helps? What am I pursuing respect for myself Girls ring the bells, house of sin I was knocking before but I'm so pleased I was never ever let in Pyrrhic victories, I'd rather remember Instead of one blurry night...well you get it My frustration leads to me to this My creation is everything that you miss Lucy gets loose for Lucifer, in the club every night Thunder around me, please Jupiter make it right Ring of Fire, I'm feeling the heat Ulterior motives, I notice you're not like me You were never loving the fact that you could you trust me You'd rush me to lust You were always used to a desperate recovery I've had enough, give it up I'm so aware, my sound is elevating You can only stare, my sound is resonating I'm staring at beauty, but I came here alone Changed my perceptions, only 18, 18 but I've grown All of these labels offer me cheap deals Nah I'm sorry I'm too skilled, it's too real I wish it was meaning over demeaning I'm scheming with Ed, furthest thing, but you know we're dreaming I don't pretend and I put friends above a means to an end Early exit again, pick up the pen Document the detriment, sensualise the sentiment Terminate the temperament, criticise the extent of it From a distance it seems like a diss Nah, I'm just missing the empty kiss Collection of thoughts, I'll write some more Extended metaphor, like never before Whatever deep is, you know I'm deeper than it Lost boy, far side, it's time I let you have it