It's Real

[Verse] I'm looking at the mirror And I see my own reflection And it's staring back at me My emotions feeling frozen Tired of being cold hearted I'ma need an ice breaker Certified heart breaker since my younger days When it was dark and I never saw a single ray My Mama always told me kneel and pray Put your trust in The Lord it'll be okay But I was really hard headed Hit the bar every night Seeking solace in the Remy I always needed plenty When I took a look around me All I saw was depression Started asking questions Wonder where my life's headed Never tried to make a beat till I was light headed Chopped my balls off I was castrated It's like I woke up in the morning just to get faded Man I was heading for the poor house Never thought about Daddy tryna feed four mouths It was all about me And as far as I could see It was only the beginning But beginnings always need an end And my ending wasn't looking like a fairytale Very well I was heading for a fiery hell So I had to put the brakes on it like a ferry train Stuck on a bed and I couldn't move Sleepless nights almost robbed me of my youth Man this life is a trip So you gotta be prepared for the journey that lays ahead I always felt that I could coast through Till I got a true dose of reality The frailty of sanity is something that I gotta treasure So much pain that I couldn't even feel the pleasure Now my blessings are beyond measure As I live a lifestyle full of pure leisure Now my blessings are beyond measure As I live a lifestyle full of pure leisure Coalition of the greatest And I gotta give praises to The One up above For showing me His love Giving me the strength to be who I have become Shining like the sun Label me the one Here to bring an end to the wickedness around Drill it in the ground Feeling like the sheep that was lost now I'm found Feeling like the sheep that was lost now I'm found That's why I'm thankful everyday [Hook] Open your eyes What do you see What does it feel like Tell me it's real Open your eyes What do you see How does it feel like To know it's real