Crashing Down

[Verse 1 :Chris Webby] I'm at the bottom of the barrel, the end of the blunt The edge of the cliff, feelin' my brain tellin' me to jump The struggle in my heart, me and you we don't bleed the same And with probation I can't even burn to ease the pain I've been down and out, kicked out, locked up For that stupid shit way back at Hofstra, lots a Stress everyday suit and tie go to court And I try to pull it together of course But everyday I'm [Hook: Daniel Za] I'm crashing down, first I fall apart Then I get back up when I hit the ground I'm crashing down, can't stop my flows Cause baby you don't know how long I been down [Verse 2: Chris Webby] I'm feelin' frustrated, fed up with all this rap stuff Down so long, how you expect me to get back up? Bail money, lawyer money, how I'm supposed to answer that? Fuck gettin' paid, I'm just tryna pay my parents back I'll be settlin' my debt until I sell a millie Although I'm happy I'm not sittin' in a cell I really feel like rock bottoms just a couple steps in front of me I guess God feels he's gotta punish me So I keep [Hook] [Verse 3: Chris Webby] Every thing I've ever known is crashin' down around me The stresses in my life about to drown me Drink until I'm drowsy, hopin' for the best Cause now I just got too many people I must impress They say I've got some Shady in me, and just maybe Webby is next That's a heck of a lot of pressure, but an excellent rep So I'll heckle my competition, get ahead of the rest Maybe what they say is true, and I was meant for success Yes, so now my biggest enemy is my personality Tryin' to stay away from all the drugs that used to balance me Tryna stay away from the trouble that used to draw me in Just tryna focus on the music and the audience I gotta have these inner demons all defeated If I plan to be successful, and I will you best believe it I'm on to do this rappin' shit, I mean it SO when I crash down into the ashes I'll arise like the phoenix And I [Hook(x2)]