Mirror Mirror

[Intro:CHL] CHL It's about to get real serious [Hook:CHL] Mirror Mirror on the wall When I look into you I don't see myself at all Mirror Mirror on the wall When I look into you I don't see myself at all Mirror Mirror on the wall When I look into you I don't see myself at all Mirror Mirror on the wall When I look into you I don't see myself at all [Verse 1:CHL] Grew up Idolizing and NWA Lived the street life Thought I would die that way Twenty Three But I say back in the day Because back in the day I used to get that pay Everything was peaceful Till I got kidnapped Went and got that click clack Ready to pull your wig back Nine years old And I am fronting with my tool While all my classmates Were out acting a fool Playing B ball Making all the shots While two blocks over I was running from the cops My parents switched my school For Security So young Wasn't ready for this maturity Grew up fast I was the man of the house Before I could legally Even have a damn spouse Never thought That I would make it this far Thought I would be dead Or either locked behind bars [Hook:CHL] [Verse 2:CHL] Couple years later It was all good Hard work and hustling Got us out the hood Happy for a while Till granny got sick Then lots more emotions Got thrown in the mix Family fighting Over Bullshit Love my relatives But it made me sick Meanwhile Back at my mama's house Abusive bastard Trying to be her new spouse Trying to be my dad Like I don't have one Pops worked his ass off You a lazy bum Only trying to be my dad Because you were one Till all three disowned you You little fucking scum I was my family savior Looked out for everyone Trying to make peace Because I was the only son Never thought that the sinner Would become a saint Even god was surprised Yeah he had to faint [Hook:CHL] [Verse 3:CHL] Went away to college Trying to be a better man Work in music change lives That was my better plan Until I realized The Awful truth That lead me rapping Here up in this booth When you help them The only time they care You're just a piece of shit If you not there After all I did for my family They left me begging for change That's insanity Select few Help me off my back And I love them forever That's a real fact Started dealing again Just to eat food My cousin attacked me Wasn't in the mood And a few girls ruined my life too No children But I was supposed to have two Went a little crazy Talk about it next verse Just know that this the truth And the truth hurts [Hook:CHL] [Verse 4:CHL] They say when you look in the mirror Things are supposed to get A little clearer My life is foggy Like I had a seizure Because I have epilepsy And it's not a leisure Working hard All these late nights No sleep a trigger So I'm risking my life Search for happiness In the wrong places Do whatever drug I want Ain't worried about the laces Back when I was dealing No high on the supply Now I do a line of Coke And I start to fly Recognize the dangers Don't care if I die Recognize the dangers Don't care if I die When I'm sober I start to think I stare in the mirror But I never blink Got my eyes tested Made sure that I could see Because what I'm looking at Is a different me Mirror Mirror on the wall