Virgin

[Verse 1] (Elisa, why’d you do that?) I step in the shower only securing my dirt Sure, I’ve been hurt, but hurt is perched on the shore The waves splash my heart, I stay back and start swimming I have a supernatural obsession with smart women The smarter you are, the harder I fall But don’t use your IQ to make my broken heart your haiku Pride proves to be the fluid in my sly moves Guys who try to do my voodoo get lied to But when they work their magic before I meet the right women I fight running to try to un-right what’s coming So, what's coming? My virginity intact The industry is wack, but don’t match my wack tendencies She was a virgin like me, I relate to her On a date with her, I made my move in a horror flick Bad sign there Bad times are fair when your last try at love in this life was nightmare So every night, I stare at my ugly refection to try to find a love that is a blessing I am an ogre, diseased with the need to please I plead with my dreams to send me the Mrs. "Me" Then I wake up and take this lonely shower... With my clothes as who holds me for hours (I’m too afraid to be naked) [Hook] I am afraid of the love I have for you I am a virgin Take your time when you love me Take your time when you love me Take your time when you love me I don’t want this love to fade [Verse 2] Once upon a time, a beautiful muse In her light blond hair and her beautiful shoes Heard my music, and said she truly was amused She just ate the apple; enjoyed her view of me in the nude I didn’t realize my nudity, and moved behind the bushes Like, "Why is she looking?" She touched my shoulder and told me to relax Before I could cry, she holds me in her lap She said "Enjoy your beautiful body." And she kissed my cheek I felt a tingly sensation in places I didn’t see She touched me somewhere I’ve never been touched It felt so fast, and I’ve never been rushed I felt blood rushing down there, and... She look down there, and it all went down from there As I tried to resist, my eyes twitched, and... And... I lost it [Hook] [Verse 3] My innocence gone, her mission was strong: Give me a new feeling for me to get on and live with But as the grand implosion occurred She walked away, holding her curves like they were golden She smiled, winked, and strutted I feel like I'd been smutted; what you humans say "nutted" I felt disgusting, I should have known better Didn't want to cry, but I couldn't hold it together Now my friends say I'm a whore; I'm just confused I can’t trust her, and never trusting who wrote this: Me So to put you on notice, my body is as delicate as a lotus And in my virginity garden, you're a locust Love is for those who live life unfocused And I've fallin' in it; crawlin' in it Lost my virginity, now my thoughts are spinnin' [Hook] (From the top)