There's A War In Me

(Gayl Carlberg/Jill Wilkin/Deborah Berwyn) Another night in separate rooms We quietly nurse our wounds I tell myself I'd be better off on my own I say girl, just walk away There is nothing left to say But then I stop and think of spending my life all alone There's a war in me The battle lines are drawn I'm torn between letting go and hanging on What's right, what's wrong It's so hard to tell There's a war in me And war is hell When life peeks through the curtain cracks I look beyond the smoke and ash I start remembering the laughter more than the tears I say girl, you can't give up Deep down you're still in love But then I stop and think our love has been dying for years There's a war in me The battle lines are drawn I'm torn between letting go and hanging on What's right, what's wrong It's so hard to tell There's a war in me And war is hell I finally made up my mind I pray in time I find peace But right now in my heart as I leave There's a war in me The battle lines are drawn I'm torn between letting go and hanging on What's right, what's wrong It's so hard to tell There's a war in me And war is hell There's a war in me And war is hell