The Last Firstborn

Oh, man, I can't believe that you did what they said you did And to this day I've still gotta say that in my mind I question it I wish I knew what you had meant before you went And left me wondering to just an echo of your voice (Listen...) Now I wait to take my turn to bleed Like a kid playing with a razor blade And wonder if I have the balls at all Or if I'm gonna be afraid Where are you? What do you think? Cause I'm not sure when knocking at death's door If I will be welcomed in Or be left alone outside I hear the sound of a heart From the shadow in the dark Waiting for the poison to hit its mark (Listen, my son) I see the darkness surround The shape on the ground The killer straight up and a body face down (Firstborn, last one) I hear the din of the screams Sorrow in streams The smell of farewell and gasoline (Listen, my son) I see a heart set free And my legacy Hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me (Firstborn, last one) I guess there comes a point when you think to yourself "This isn't worth it, it isn't worth it" And now I feel what you felt And now I feel what you felt inside, brother And now I feel what you felt This isn't worth it, it isn't worth it I hear the sound of a heart From the shadow in the dark Waiting for the poison to hit its mark (Listen, my son) I see the darkness surround The shape on the ground The killer straight up and a body face down (Firstborn, last one) I hear the din of the screams Sorrow in streams The smell of farewell and gasoline (Listen, my son) I see a heart set free And my legacy Hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me (Firstborn, last one) (Listen) I wish it didn't I wish it didn't I wish it didn't I wish it didn't end this way I wish it didn't I wish it didn't I wish it didn't I wish it didn't end this way I wish it didn't I wish it didn't I wish it didn't I wish it didn't end this way I wish it didn't I wish it didn't I wish it didn't I wish it didn't end this way I wish it didn't I wish it didn't I wish it didn't I wish it didn't end this way I wish it didn't I wish it didn't I wish it didn't I wish it didn't end this way Live a life in hell Through a mortal shell, asphyxiating smell For a crime, lifetime Imagination locked in a cell And to the other firstborn I see the same scene that must play over in your mind And now how much more I'm sure it's fucked with your head just like it's fucked up mine Listen My son Firstborn Last one The message you sent out to me I cannot change what's meant to be The message you sent out to me I cannot change what's meant to be (What am I supposed to do now?) I hear the sound of a heart From the shadow in the dark Waiting for the poison to hit its mark I see the darkness surround The shape on the ground The killer straight up and a body face down I hear the din of the screams Sorrow in streams The smell of farewell and gasoline (Listen) I see a heart set free And my legacy Hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me (My son) I hear the sound of a heart From the shadow in the dark Waiting for the poison to hit its mark (Listen, my son) I see the darkness surround The shape on the ground The killer straight up and a body face down (Firstborn, last one) I hear the din of the screams Sorrow in streams The smell of farewell and gasoline (Listen, my son) I see a heart set free And my legacy Hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me (Firstborn, last one) (Firstborn) You are the last one (Firstborn)