Broken (How Much For Happy)

If I had any meaning in this ol big world Can you tell a lost and lonely girl If I was happy for a day I'd risk it all That's why when I'm with I'm not afraid to fall And if you left me, and if you leave me At least I'd have a cherish all the memories I've been having trouble With keeping up this smile I've been having trouble Hurting for quite a while And I feel stupid Cause I did it to me And I'm feel desperate From being unhappy Why'd you leave me like this? With scars across my heart and on my wrists When I looked in your eyes I didn't know happiness had a price And you take advantage of a simple heartbreak At least you had to love to know how to ache But don't, hesitate to let your feelings be known It's better to love and lose then just be alone And if they left you, and if they leave you At least you know in their heart they will always keep you I've been having trouble With keeping up this smile I've been having trouble Hurting for quite a while And I'm feeling stupid Cause I did it to me And I'm feeling desperate From being unhappy Why'd you leave me like this? With scars across my heart and on my wrists When I looked in your eyes I didn't know happiness had a price I'm feeling broken Scattered pieces on the ground I'm feeling desperate now Can abandoned souls be found I've been having trouble With keeping up this smile I've been having trouble Hurting for quite a while And I feel stupid Cause I did it to me And I feel desperate From being unhappy Why'd you leave me like this? With scars across my heart and on my wrists When I looked in your eyes I didn't know happiness had a price