Crossroads

[Hook} Ya, i'm living life at a crossroad Just thinking about which way i'm gonna go Ya shit, my whole life been a crossroad Ya, just thinking about which way i'm gonna go Just thinking about which way i'm gonna go [Verse 1] Ya, back in the Audi bestowed upon me Was the cali pre-rolled, i take another pull Contemplating where the fuck i been going Life been slowing, and me i'm trying to speed things up Been pouring this liquor inside a clear bottle My alcoholic genes seem to manifest whenever i sip And near models seem to catch the worst of the lip We get to arguing, cursing, and shit The whole time i'm wondering how the fuck we got here You got tears, i got regrets, both of us got fears And neither of us fit for this lifestyle Always say tomorrow gonna change things but what about right now Girl what about right now I'm always asking myself if, "this here the right crowd?" Like maybe i'm gonna pack up my bags and go And as soon as i'm about to roll I'm looking at a crossroad [Hook] [Verse 2] Cause see time, it moves slow The hand keep moving clockwise And these women, they tend to lock eyes So i know they can see it in my soul My chest full of dro Ill effects since my pops died Wiser every year i grow This year i ain't scream Elijah I get more problems, i say more fire, more fire Tried to put off these decisions but they so dire Like who am i to say i'ma be here tomorrow when i ain't promised today Honestly, it's impossible to sway these hands of time Similar to these hands of mine I'm handling thoughts, the end could be coming any day now It get harder for me to stay around Like maybe i'm gonna pack up my bags and go And soon as i'm about roll I was looking at a crossroad [Hook] [Verse 3] Shit, my father told me, "it's hard to neglect you're old ways Demons they carry on into old age." Old J's, my feet living in the 90's Burn a hundred and fifty blunts I'm trying to forget but all they do is remind me Went to popping pills, still ain't recline me I'm still copping O's trying to put this shit behind me But lord knows, i'm knocking on Heaven's Gate And the door's closed Facing the aftermath of my old choices Words from the wise, i'm hard headed Call 'em old voices, i neglect them Always had the sister brush 'em off But never ceased to respect them And now look where the fuck i'm at Living thrife, i had enough of that Like maybe i'm gonna pack up my bags and go And soon as i'm about to roll I was looking at a crossroad [Hook] So which way i'm gonna go Which way i'm gonna go Shit, my whole life been a crossroad Just thinking about which way i'm gonna go Which way i'm gonna go