This Song Made Me Think of You

I find it imperative I say something you'll cherish In fear there's no other chance past here I ran away to escape a routine now it seems I'll never make it back No matter where I rest my head for the night, you're resting in my mind When no one else would listen your attention was consistent I just want to hold on to the best thing to fucking happen to me Maybe this is more than you asked for, maybe this is more than I can handle I can't remember the last time that I held on so tightly Maybe look a little closer. You'll see the change I want you to see in me Maybe wait a little longer. You'll see the person you're wanting me to be Just wait for me. I can be who you want me to be Please wait for me Just promise me if I fall back asleep, you'll be there when my eyes open To be clear on what I'm saying, I just hate to keep you waiting But nothing is changing for now For the first time in quite some time, I'm holding myself accountable I just want to be reliable I've let you become a part of who I am But if you can't wait for me just know I understand