Daze

[Verse 1: Cameron Uzoka] Powdered vanillas, evangelists and cathedrals Entering and gently dropping water on people But in the hood all I see is a summer fan Blowing the weave off of a single mother her pram Filled with kilos of coke And baby daddys running the road, where is the hope, sex a man for a note She's 35 with no employment credibilty And low self esteem confirm she'll never revolt I'm soaked, in the Holy ghost 4 5 let loose, till you're only ghost And charring with the embers of satan Praying in the dungeon of hell With demons screaming I want your soul, while slicing your shell And girls who got rapped on a monday morn One of them was my girl I couldn't bear to look on Daddies copping a feel while deep in their sleep No wonder girls give up v's before they see wisdom teeth Its a cold world The other day my brother got stopped in plaistow By this woman she waved and followed Black goldiclocks. skin radiating her sorrow Said I'll give my body if you have 5 pound Blowjob is included if you say right now He said fix yourself up, I don't want you She stubbornly asked again damn what's wrong with you He said hell no She gave him the cold like winter snow Lord forgive her for her sins I don't blame she probably got locked in a room by some guys who took her pride Raped her adolesecne and essence choked and resides in A Sea of forgetfulness where memories never arise Another brudda dies Another brudda dies And the killer is dissmissive Cause 20 years is nothing wheen you've taken life of the witness And while that's happening my mums screaming down my phone Saying there's no p in the house Shes been wearing the same blouse for 2 years and does her hair every 4 months, its kinda foul My lungs can't take this, my dad shasn't made it If money was a clothing I'll probably walk around naked From weapons contractor to working 4 jobs a day for 3 years Oh Lord when will I make it He asked for a 1000 pound, he asked for a 1000 pound and truly that's all I had I'd do anything for dad but I had to keep that money to charge my oyster every week ,its kind of mad To go to a uni who wasn't giving me pay But I gotta look clean I won't lie I hesitaed For a minute planned fabricating a lie Smiled with my eyes while collaborating with sighs It took 3 days to say yes My dad appalled, he begged me to give him more He was too afraid to say bills need to be paid Tears dropped from my eyes Lord should I pray Or should I go back to Brixton to meet Dean Marsh Go back to country and shot till I see cars In a garage,with those cocaine niggers Blind stevie wonders light, with more dark Most of my uncles are in cults they do juj Wizards trying to kill me as I read books But I'll never be a sacrifice They're planning to take my soul but I won't die tonight Cause I'm a three headed dragon in Zanarkand Drinking blood of a slave in a cave governed by Anakin Near a pool of serenity freestyling illmatic I'm an angry Nas but never panic You can't kill me cause my words will last foreever dawg Memories remain even in the heart of bureetas Lord This is Newham where the skinny niggers die Gain pounds and that's why the skinny niggers ride Bathe in a cherubims soul and then enrol To the school of hard knocks, selling those rocks RIP champion we all miss you a lot News of your murder put younger brother in shock Times like these I scroll the truth with my third eye A visual utopia in my worst life Where did champions soul go Heaven or Hell but I don't know I just pray everyday Champions soul is with Jesus And I pray the same prayer for all believers I'm in a room with a newborn in a casket