Thru The Glass

[Chorus] I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed It kinda feels like forever No one ever tells you that forever feels like come Sitting all alone inside your head I love you baby, what's your name? Young Ca$his, let's go [Verse 1] As the tears rolls, year goes, another week you're gone Just learned how to walk, wish I could put your shoes on More bad news, oh, now I got a violation Robberies, now I'm charged again over my probation Baby, please walk slow, I don't want to see you go If I die here, daddy's love, you would never know Same thing on the street I be getting medals for Got me through the glass, telling my baby I gotta go Shake on my stomach 'cause my race be outnumbered I ain't come here to be afraid of star running (Uh) Dream about you daily, this thing I'm obsessed Doing your head like you love your bright red barrettes Watching you fall asleep with a bottle in your mouth But to me, this what being a father's all about Now I'm sitting in my cell with my pen in my mouth I'm tryna figure out how to get out [Chorus] I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed It kinda feels like forever No one ever tells you that forever feels like come Sitting all alone inside your head [Verse 2] You my firstborn baby, the first one that made me Swear to all I'd do anything for you, being raised the Opposite of me, look at us, they say Now you dead, you gotta wheel and your name is wet And I'm sitting in the cell and this cage with Satin Trying to steer away from Hell 'cause a Heaven's waiting But I can't see it, I ain't tryna be brute I can't be it, thinking back, slitting my throat to keep my own freedom Then, I get letters with scribbles, I read it With circle, hearts, and squares, you love me and I see it I never take you for granted again, please believe it Lost a year of my life, without you, I stop breathing I wish that I could backtrack, take it all right back Again where I left you in chains, it ain't like that So now, I smoke a Newport to the ash Wish I could hold you but I'm only [Chorus] I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed It kinda feels like forever No one ever tells you that forever feels like come Sitting all alone inside your head [Verse 3] On your first birthday, remember all I could do Was take you to Taco Bell, split a Chalupa with you On your second birthday, inside these walls reminiscing How I'm missing you, you grow up every time you show up to visit What is it? I know it's way too close isn't it They taking that away when your thirty, manage to kick it But before I go, I want you to know little missus I promise you another birthday, I'm never missing Put your hand on the glass, touch your hand through the glass Having the flashes of smashing, snatching you up and dashing Then I snap out and watch when you walk away and we crying But you don't even know that daddy almost threw with his time And my emotions are high, wiping a tear from my eyes 'Cause you don't know that I'll be coming home to see you tonight I pull up in the drive, I'm nervous walking inside I see you sleeping, I'm creeping up to yell, "Surprise" Then you jump up scared, 'till you recognize That it's your dad, we hug with the same gleam in her eyes Then we laugh, look up fast, time passed Now I be on TV, and you see me, and I'm [Chorus] I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed It kinda feels like forever No one ever tells you that forever feels like come Sitting all alone inside your head [Outro] Ayy, I love you And that's what it is You see what I'm saying? Just acknowledge we at home, man 'Cause I never knew Knew that I'd be here