This Road Alone

[Intro] I've been walking this road alone No matter where I go, I can't seem to find Something to believe in, nooo But still I try to roam Down this lonely road Cause there has to be something And there has to be a reason [Verse 1] Heart broken and hopeless, why can't they notice Everyone thinks I'm doing good when really I'm at my lowest Heart's at it's brokest, it's hard to focus My only healthy outlet, is to take my pain out through each hope is Walking alone in rain, I pray that the lord tells me to fear not Let the rain hit my face, so I can camouflage my tear drops I'm soaking wet, but a fire burns within me Anger mixed with sadness and the flames starting to singe me [Hook] I've been walking this road alone No matter where I go, I can't seem to find Something to believe in, nooo But still have try to roam Down this lonely road Cause there has to be something And there has to be a reason [Verse 2] I don't know what to believe in I've lost everything, I've been working so hard to support I wasted my time, trying to be so responsible all I did was end coming up short Everytime I finally put my faith in someone, they just cross me So fuck fake friends, and wife they're too costly I've never let another leave me broke and disparaged And don't give me fucking started on that joke of a marriage I lost my kids, now thats pain I can't cope, I just bare it If you ever get pregnant bitch I hope you miscarriage I'm just speaking out of anger girl, I wish you the best But if my kid catch a bullet, I'mma rip through your chest Take a deep breath, calm down Chris you pissed Cause your wife ran out, left you crying like a bitch But when you think about it, Now you happy that she's gone Only thang that fucking sucks, she took the kids away from home How can I believe in love, when love rob me of my family? Now I'm walking this lonely road, searching for my sanity [Hook] [Verse 3] One foot in front the other, I keep moving Even though I still struggle, I'm Improving All the pain I've been through, Manifested a new entity I have never been stronger physically or mentally Never know the drama that I've been through, was meant to be Maybe even one day an angel will be sent to me I'm about to gather up my thoughts and boldly go Where my feet, take me as I walk this lonely road If my kids are with me, or not they're still family All that I can do, Is to be the best father I can be I'mma keep moving, thank God I'm still breathing Cause everyone needs something to believe in [Hook]