Am I Going Crazy

[Vers 1: BVA] I feel erratic. Is this psychosis? Now I got some attack of a piff and I smoked it No joke shit. It comes in phases Sometimes wyle the fuck out, sometimes great to behave But no wake spliffs. I think my brain's got poem Somewhere around where the line signs stopped showin' My old man always said: "When you're older, you're beknowin' How it drives you Insane In The Membrane." Shit! I lost my trainer for, I lost my house keys Lost that pike that I got of fingers or about free Lost it for rebitten herds and people call me outkeeper that ain't the drink, that really took it out me I look around to see the side effects I set a wise of a good reflection of what's inside the head My mind's been fed, my mind's bled That's why I can't remember of what the fuck I just said [Hook 2x: BVA] Am I going crazy? I'm talking to myself? I think I'm maybe Beaver's fucked, just my name's Josh Davey Scared to ask myself if it's changed me So how the drugs change me [Verse 2: BVA] Everybody thought he was nice, everyone liked him Till one day somebody pissed him off and he started knifin' Throw him in the 'cyc' bin Fools, can't you see? I was just trynna be cool, it was you that made it exciting School for five years with the rich kids on a scolarship How the fuck you meant to fit in when you can't ring the dollars with? Af' school I was bored on the bus, I was rich The truth was the first song you think I really give a shit What they think of me? I knew that from day one Forget the words even though every day is the same song Pick up the same bong, sniff the same shit, tip the same trip down my froke when my life's got bong My mind speaks to me but I've been thunking: "Fuck that dickhead!" I can't hear in jiper in away when the spliff's red Doing for the fuck instead Fuck an angel in my sin bed And even trust myself like a pinhead Looking in the mirror like a taxi driver You're looking at me, punk? Through the cloud of a skunk it isn't me either Pinch that Becks and there's a Vival I'm going in on etern like howling sex drive and holding a screw driver [Hook 2x: BVA] Am I going crazy? I'm talking to myself? I think I'm maybe Beaver's fucked, just my name's Josh Davey Scared to ask myself if it's changed me So how the drugs change me