Pain

[Intro] Ah, they say life's not about waiting for the storm to pass It's about learning to dance in the rain Bugzy Malone You know? Watch this [Verse 1] It's not physical pain, it's psychological pain Emotionally scarred so bad I was wearing a mask like Bane Not an actual mask, a psychological mask What do you find that mad? What about a kid that had to find his dad Only to find that he didn't like him back Not physical pain, psychological pain I seen it from the beginning, I was there on the wedding day The happiest kid in the world when I'd seen the smile on my mums face I thought it was real I heard the vows, I threw the confetti Little did I know it was fake Not physical pain, it's psychological pain Everything I loved in life just went up in flames I went from cold to freezing I watched the family break into pieces I thought that adults could iron out creases I thought family was cousins and nephews and nieces, not arguments and police Not physical pain, it's psychological pain And if you look closely enough you can see the pain in my face All the confusion, too many lies It's all an illusion, nobody tries to understand You get kicked to the kerb and nobody says one word [Hook x2] I'm a bad boy and I know why I get mad cause I said I won't cry And the pain runs deeper than the blue sea, but the tears they will never run dry You're looking at a bad boy, bad bad boy Bad boy, bad bad boy Bad boy, bad bad boy Bad boy, bad bad boy [Verse 2] Ya It's not physical pain, it's psychological pain And I'd be lying to myself if I said I didn't miss Dane I watched him come from Jamaica Sat with him playing on Sega Sat thinking about paper Me and him were the same age, and it just meant that we were rebellious by nature Physical pain, psychological pain They sent him back, while I was sat locked up in a cage I hit the roadside pissed, told him over the phone "wait there I'll bring him home" Tried to make money in time, but it was too late It's not physical pain, it's psychological pain They told me he fell from a bus and got bleeding on the brain I prayed to The Lord, bring him back if he could live normal He was in a coma, no-one's immortal Turns out his condition was awful, it must have been fate It's not physical pain, it's psychological pain And if the storm don't pass then I'm going to dance in the rain Cause no matter what I'm a soldier, the world gets colder and colder Every day that I get older I realise that life's way to short to play games [Hook x2] [Outro] Bad boy Bad boy, bad bad boy Bad boy, bad bad boy Bad boy, bad bad boy Bad boy, bad bad boy