Fade

[INTRO] Season change feelings fade things never be the same [VERSE 1] I was coming off too aggressive and possessive Then you cut me off really taught my ass a lesson Now the fun is lost Im sick so congested The thought of losing my blessing Had me down I was stressing Sometimes we can't explain things we do for lust Id rather lose all my bucks before I lose your trust If i could take back my dirt and reverse the hands of time I would take back my word I couldn't keep it at the time Now my credibility feels like it shots forever Tryna make things right we ain't got forever We need to focus on time we got together And all the fun times we had when we got together Funny back now cuz at first we were close And the fact that you can't trust me is what hurts me the most I was everything girl I was ya confidant Now I gotta play it cool all nonchalant [VERSE 2] I was scared to lead a life with no purpose And I was actin like my cell phone had no service When I finally picked up Damn right I missed calls When I didn't write Yall I was having withdrawals And I know you mad I chose music over you Distracted by my goals how I put em over you I was always havin shows Always gotta show to do All the feelings I expose end up exposing you But that wasn't my intention I forgot to mention you caught my attention I need an intervention When she walked out she walked with my devotion Never sweat my rhymes she was poetry in motion And these days when I text its a late response Love is an acquired taste Guess the taste was gone Used to sit around and talk like “Is there really a God?” Me and you were two peas in a pod but now your gone [VERSE 3] Season change feelings fade things won't be the same Ain't got no time for regrets time for better things Ridin for my dreams gotta go giddyup! You still got my number if you wanna hit me up You fell in love with me because I was honest That same honesty filled up this sonnet You fell in love with me because I was on it And when you left me you call me “workaholic” That contradiction got my mind on the double That contradiction almost got me in trouble And when I see you my emotions are numb So id rather say it over drums I wouldve gave my lung Shit I wouldve gave my Son If Im lying God is taking my tongue I was the faithfulest one I was pacing this one But I guess she wasn't patient enough I couldn't say it enough