Sleep Apnea

[Spoken] In my darkness I speak now upon this object of nature And now upon that And find it impossible to soothe my restless head However much I wish it This perpetual action of mine deprives me almost wholly of sleep (Buck 65) I haven't slept, sleep being the cousin of death And as I lay there awake at night there wasn't a breath That exited my body that didn't coincide With the recycled evaluation of feelings that I know inside Boy Scouts have had their way with my stomach And a marionette hangs limply from my most important muscle I simply can't imagine living on the moon Hope that I can climb my way back to dreamland pretty soon (Buck 65) Prosthetic throwing arm, isn't it fantastic? I won a one way ticket to hell in a handbasket It seems like I got it made, and then I begin to feel Like I'd give up all my winnings for another chance to spin the wheel I don't know if I have a prayer or a hope in heaven All I know is that I'm afraid to read my horoscope It makes me wanna holler or at least let out a yell I'd give up my next life if I thought that it would help I don't wanna play no more, I just wanna get to sleep Cuz most likely sleep will let me forget about the other people That haven't been able to make me stop feeling Like demons are hiding behind the walls and in the ceiling My catcher always told me you can't hit what you can't see Your absence actually aggravates my fancy And my own stubble tickles me and irritates my sensitive skin I'm surprised at how uninventive I've been I'm frozen, but my mind's made up and I've chosen To lock the door behind the next person that goes in Raindrops keep falling on my cheeks And on my trusty little halo over my head, and so it's getting rusty I've been poked by so many fingers That getting poked by fingers don't bother me no mo' I feel like a jellyfish, uncephalized, uncivilized Unspecified, unspecialized Currents carry me, my own endurance buries me Deterrents make me weary, so I wear this ring for reassurance Currents carry me, my own endurance buries me Deterrents make me weary, so I wear this ring for reassurance