Personal Riot

People stare and laugh at me I guess they have their reasons But I’m afraid and I wanna scream Believe me it is not so easy To fight those demons inside me While sitting here all alone Looking out of an empty window Watching the fear get overthrown My life today is such a fight By the way I am living in confusion And will you take me by your hand And lead me out off this delusion Oh Baby I know my life is a riot I Just don’t want you to deny it I'm a mystery but (you know) I wanna live Tell me, Do you wanna make me complete? My life today is such a fight By the way I am living in confusion And will you take my hand And lead me out off this delusion I must admit something is wrong with me Black riots into my head Sorrow grips my soul as I speak Show the world the hate I spread I start to sweat, my world collides Thinking that the end is near Surrounded by these pulsing walls Tell me, is it myself I should fear