Just Me

[Verse 1] Goddamn, I need to get my shit straight I finally accept that I have made a mistake Feel like I'm gonna be sick Catching my breath Substance in my body They don't understand yet I am a kid, trapped in a evil world The globe keeps spinnin' I feel like I'm gonna hurl And I did shit wrong I suffered from depression Engaged by the lights As I'm going through recession I remember when my parents couldn't buy me new shoes A fresh pair J's, Like nothing to lose Fuck, Can I restart? (No) Life isn't a game Gotta do something with this (Rap shit) Try and make a name [Verse 2] Did my grandma die for this? (No) Did my grandma die for this? (No) As I sit back and contemplate The joint ahead my wrist If I didn't find this music shit Where would I be? Probably on the burbs corner Sellin' shitty ass weed To those faggots who hate me In front, they are friends Those are the kids who live life and pretend That everything is okay Everything is alright In reality, they cry Like every motherfuckin' night I am just me The one and only They say we are alike But I'm different from thee Fuck the haters, Fuck the haters They don't get far I wanna above average Fuck hittin' par, bitch