Letter to God

[Verse 1] Dear God, if your listening, I know you are You're so far, I feel like I gotta yell up to the stars All of my silent friends, don't seem like they getting answers Frustration grows, it's like it's cancer of the soul You told me to give all my problems to you I can't carpool, but I ain't got no problem following you Just give me a sign, let me know I ain't miss my exit I pray that you help me not to miss my exes I pray that you help me not to fuck up the next shit She stayed and I thank you for that shit Cause God knows, you know that I'd be lost without her It's bad enough the music ain't turn out to be what it was In my eyes, just two years ago it seemed so sacred The deeper I get into this, the people get faker I hate it, I thank you for my fans for real Cause well, if not for them I prolly would've killed myself So many nights I spent crying in my lonesome Hit up the same people years ago that killed your own son I'm living with them but i'm living for you Making the most out of this mission I've been given to do Enlightening the world with my music, and I think that i'm doing it That is just for my listeners, telling me to stay true to this Telling me I saved their life, but in retrospect, they be saving mine Waiting for my chance, imma stay in line This frustration won't outweigh my patience [?] For sure, thank you for the sun and the rain I learned joy, I learned pain, but you always remain Even when I questioned your loyalty, you would bring more to me Becoming a man, but keeping in touch with the boy in me I know the future gon be brighter than this It's about time I get this light bulb switched [Outro] Love Always, Your Son BrandUn DeShay