Permanent Hesitation

I am just a lotus And you are a vine You need something to grab onto to get by I am just a no one And you are so divine You need solid steel emotion to get by And it's a permanent hesitation And it permeates through elation Is it cheating if I call you sweetheart? Is it cheating if you call me your man? I'm receiving wayward glances from your wandering eye And pretending not to know you're there I am just a notice And you are a sign You read "under six figures need not apply" I am just so, I am so unfocused And you are in your prime You need solid steel emotion to get by And it's permanent hesitation And it permeates through elation Is it cheating if I call you sweetheart? Is it cheating if you call me your man? I'm receiving wayward glances from your wandering eye And pretending not to know you're thereis it cheating if I call you sweetheart? Is it cheating if you call me your man? I'm retrieving wayward glances with my wandering eye And pretending not to know you care And it's permanent hesitation And it permeates through elation Yes, it's permanent hesitation Is it cheating if I call you sweetheart? Is it cheating if you call me your man? I'm receiving wayward glances from your wandering eye And pretending not to know you're thereis it cheating if I call you sweetheart? Is it cheating if you call me your man? I'm receiving wayward glances from your wandering eye And pretending not to know you care Yes, I'm pretending not to know you care