Just Abandoned Myself

What is it on your mind, eyes close shut, with words? What is it on your mind, ears tight shut, overwhelming The proof that you want to cry Afriad of the present; loaded with the past And you suffer from thirst Afraid of the future, losing "the present" And you lose and you suffer from thirst Think of THERE ONE THAT RULES and superimpose the image remaining What is it on your mind, with your eyes swollen up? You know how to make a choice? The world keeps dying, THE ONE keeps dying If there is THE ONE, therefore I am Reverse the meaning, question myself All these meanings superimposed are covering up And question my-self See what is ahead after making a choice? Get over the meaning, grab Turning over, grab Get over the meaning, brag And question my-self Agonizing noises are now put in a line This bunch of strings are now roaring, dazzling Blurred sights are now gone I am here, and everywhere else Blurred sights are now gone I am there, and everywhere else